new layout much?

yeah, so my old layout kinda went bleh.

i think one of the thingie's picture host thing's bandwidth was exceeded...with porn

uh

i mean, the picture probably doesn't exist anymore.

i really liked my old layout but this one is cute too.

it still matches my blog theme.

:D

hi, are you still there?

how are you? [=

it's been awhile.

honestly.

there are times when i feel like i should not be what i am.

gender wise.

i'm so tired of feeling so looked down upon just because i am female.

and i'm so tired of feeling so physically weak because i am female.

it makes me sad every time another man does some kind of heavy duty work that i can't accomplish just because of the fact that i'm built to be physically weak.

i also hate the double standards of women that have been imposed onto me.

and the stereotypical stuff.

just because i am female doesn't mean i want to do whatever females gotta do.

i want to be able to do what the stereotypical man does....whatever they do.

and this goes for sexual stuff too.

there are times when i do feel sexually attracted to another woman.

yes, i'd totally make out with another girl

and no, i am not a lesbian.

nor am i bisexual.

i am neither.

i still like men, but i don't at the same time.

it's the same with women.

there are times when i feel disgusted by both men and women because honestly the human reproductive system is incredibly disgusting.

in fact, i think it's just gross period.

now, am i gender/sexually confused?

most likely, but whatever.

it's who i am.

i'm sorry if this didn't really make any sense buttttt

i just wanted to say some things before i go crazy. [=

thank you for reading. [=

C:

inflatable poop. HAHA.

hello world.

i'm tired.
and irritated.
and annoyed. haha.

i'm still in a pissy mood.
i need headphones.where's david?~?!?!!?! D:!!!

today was a fail day.
it started with me not wanting to wake up.
my baby class was canceled today so my 'first' and last class of the day starts a 4:30pm.
PHO MY LIFE.

this really sucks.
and i need sleep too but i 'have' to wake up early because of someone. > _>
i'm really annoyed by him right now.
grow up person and stop taking advantage of usss D:
learn to drive!
i mean, we like you and all but i'm kinda tired of taking you everywhere.

and you expect us to agree with you all the time

i know you're being sarcastic and all but i'm tired of it.

there were also alot of cars that failed today. haha.


my T key is not really working.


anyways.
LEELAND.
cutest kid EVER!
omphogosh!

yowty and i were all like....HE'S SOOo CUTE! WE CAN'T TAKE THIS MUCH CUTENESS IN ONE DAY!!!

this lady at my church has amazing adorable grandkids.

shut up.
i need to isolate myself from everyone before i go crazy. [=

i hate pho.

fer realz.

imma use it as a curse word now.

thanks april. C:

so this week is b-tchy/ fail week.

no i was not pmsing.

yes, i did get sleep.

so.

more sleep = b-tchy taka.

i'm also really really glued to Final Fantasy Dissidia.

oh and the only reason why i was ignoring everyone while i was playing Dissidia was because i was taking out my b-tchness/anger/pissssssy...ness on it.

i'm sorry if i offended everyone. especially Jacob. i hope you're reading this. C: <3

SORRRRRYYYYY.

anyways so onto Dissidia. the first story i went played was the Onion Knight's. HE'S SOOO CUTE. OMFG.

his attacks are quite fast and he's good in magic and physical attacks too.

i think i got a little bit better on Dissidia but i still need more...practice. especially with Sephiroth.

.x.

i love the Onion Knight. C: <3

anyways, i'm OFF to make a D&D character. WOO!

/nerd.

/end.