at the bottom, it is a dark and endless tomorrow

to meet, to say goodbye under the blue sky.

sajou no uta - dir en grey

Blog 31

this song is by far one of my favorites by dir en grey.
it talks about how this person met and fell in love with another around the end of summer. then the person left the area, because i think that person went there for vacation or something. eheh. later in the spring, the person went back to that place to search for the other person but she was nowhere to be found.

laughoutloud.

last night, i made a valentines day card for the pacman. took me about two hours. i gave it to her but i dunno. i guess im kinda bummed right now because of the way the pacman treated me...well, not really since i have something to look forward to on valentines day. i mean, the pacman didnt really do anything but the pacman was apparently being mean to me according to KT. eh. laughoutloud. i think i should let go of the pacman. if the pacman won't accept my feelings, then what's the point in trying? maybe we werent meant to be friends. oh well, im sure theres someone out there who will take the time to realize who i am and accept the feelings i have for that person.

i dunno, i dont think itll be hard to let go of the pacman, since i didnt really get attached to the pacman.

eh.

i still have to finish making my valentine her gift and send it. i was going to finish it last night but i spent soo much time on the card i made for the pacman. hopefully, my valentine will appreaciate or even like/love whatever i made for her.

i really did put alot of heart into that damn card i made for the pacman. i should have taken a picture of it before i gave it to the pacman. that card was pretty spiffin'


to do list:
1. go to italian
2. sleep with my eyes open
3. go home
4. cook
5. talk to someone who'll make me feel better
6. attempt shoot zombies
7. pikari
8. sleep.


hold on, hold on
somebody loves you.