honestly.

there are times when i feel like i should not be what i am.

gender wise.

i'm so tired of feeling so looked down upon just because i am female.

and i'm so tired of feeling so physically weak because i am female.

it makes me sad every time another man does some kind of heavy duty work that i can't accomplish just because of the fact that i'm built to be physically weak.

i also hate the double standards of women that have been imposed onto me.

and the stereotypical stuff.

just because i am female doesn't mean i want to do whatever females gotta do.

i want to be able to do what the stereotypical man does....whatever they do.

and this goes for sexual stuff too.

there are times when i do feel sexually attracted to another woman.

yes, i'd totally make out with another girl

and no, i am not a lesbian.

nor am i bisexual.

i am neither.

i still like men, but i don't at the same time.

it's the same with women.

there are times when i feel disgusted by both men and women because honestly the human reproductive system is incredibly disgusting.

in fact, i think it's just gross period.

now, am i gender/sexually confused?

most likely, but whatever.

it's who i am.

i'm sorry if this didn't really make any sense buttttt

i just wanted to say some things before i go crazy. [=

thank you for reading. [=