Jan 26, 2009

i wasn't ready to fall in love

but now im crazy about you, oh baby
i'm thinking of you day and night.


is this feeling love? - tommy february6


Blog 14


MOTHHHHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
I HATE THIS.


I HATE THIS SO MUCH.

okay, no i dont. but i dont like this /frown.


this is the first time ive been sick of this feeling. i cant sleep. i dont eat that much. i get nauseated. and i just cant stop thinking about her.



everyday, i wonder...do i really want this ?


for the past couple of years, ive been trying to avoid being in these kind of situations. i didnt want to experience being hurt by 'love' nor did i want to hurt others with it. but i failed, horribly, and fell in love with someone who broke my heart.

i guess i dont want to go through that experience again.

but then again, maybe i do.



mehhhhh...maybe my heart is ready to move on and forget about the past?


i dunno.

whatever happens happens.


i just hope i have the guts/time to converse with her again.





anyways, enough of that emotional stuff.


so today. i drew a page full of epic stuff during trig. fun.
then tried to learn how to sing yellow's theme from loco roco.

apparently i was singing the song for about 3 hours......laughoutloud.





yeah.




adomani!!!

1 comment:

DavMatthew said...

You know what "they" say: It's better to love and lost than to not love at all! Plus the idea of cuddling something other than your pillow doesn't hurt either. *OH-DANG*

Adomani!!!