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Blog 9


suppers?!



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HUUUUUUUUHHHHHHGGGG!!!!! /deadface.
i just realized i talk about her in almost all of my blogs. MY GOSH, is this obsession? IS IT?! someone please tell me, im dying here. /ugh


i flailed today. i was going to talk to her today, but i never saw her after my trig. class. /dies this is killing me. but one thing is for sure...its be awhile since ive felt this way.

yes, i have to admit this, im hella crushing on her. /blush


hopefully, ill see her tomorrow and have the guts to talk to her. /sigh/sigh


so today, went to my trig class with abril. we both admitted that our professor's hot...she really is hot. /grin i think prof. bredek has finally seen the social side of me. i think she likes it. i think im attracted to her. LAUGHOUTLOUDOHMAIGOSH/BLUSH.

ohmaigosh, this girl who sat next to me hella got POWNED by prof. bredek! LAUGHOUTLOUD.

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TWICE!

the girl was all like...we dont really need to be in this class and prof. bredek was all liek well you need this class for another class. then the dumb girl said well, if we dont take a higher class then we dont need to take this class. prof. bredek replied : "well, if you're in this class then you're obviously going onto a higher math level because its a prerequisite for another class."

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B---- GOT POWNED!


gosh, she was so dumb. they basically repeated the exact same thing just in a different way each time. laughoutloud.



so yeah, after that, i waited for a really, really REALLY long time until band. band was good. kinda sat there until lishman gave me a flute like around the end of class to play. laughoutloud.

then abril, kelly, kaitlyn and i went to starbucks, gas station and home.

yeee.


12 yearold randomly called me today. she wanted to sleep over the weekend since she was coming to town. laughoutloud.
i hope nothing weird happens. eheh.


so yeah, i got home and my dad was talking to his mom from laos. apparently, they were arguing about my dad's real father. liek.. my g-ma never told him who his real father. so, after 40 years, he finally found out who g-pa really was.

sad thing, though, g-pa is no longer living. i really wanted to meet him, to know more about him...to actually hug my real grandfather.


i just hope he has a tombstone of some sort, though i doubt he does.
i hope i go back to laos soon.



i want to say hello and goodbye to the grandfather i never had.



i love you, grandpa.
may your soul rest in peace. /love